lalala...yayy , holiday with mom...!!!!

haha,lme suda tidak mengupdate blog aku ni...hoho...aku bru lpas bercuti ni!! rse mcm bercuti round the world jeh..sebulan aku berjalan ngn family...gile ah...okey...firstly, aku balik kampong kat Perak untuk menyambut hari raye...jumpe tokwan yang da terlantar sakit n nyanyuk kt rumah, jumpe tok yg nampak sangat ketuaan dye n kepenatan menjage suaminye yg sakit...sedih aku tengok...erm...gmbr tokwan ade tp dlm phone aku ni..nnti aku upload ah,,USB x bwak...=(

                                           my stepdad n my mom....hari raye...!!woohoooo

                                                 oiii, pandang sini lah...ermm..hoho
ade lg pixca tp mls nk msukkn...nnti ade mse msuk lg pixcas rye ni...then, kitorg pergi oliday kat Taman Negara....??? mesti pelik bile dgar holiday kt Tmn Ngra?? HAHa, ACT kn...best gile trip kitorg ke national park ni...kitorg jumpe dgn baba Farouq yg sbnrnye dye tour guide je..tp kitorg angkat dye as ayah angkat kitorg...hehe, tp dye mude je lg cume da kawen sbb tu jdikn bapa angkat jeh...ni gmbar2 kt national park tuh n pix baba Farouq!!haha, btw, miss him...=)

                                                     ak n dura dlm bus....=)

                                         dalam SAMPAN ke resort yg mengambil mse 3 jam!!

                                                           mama papa n aiman...love u...!!

                                                        bsar gile pokok ni...menakutkan!!

whichone??

susah nye bile kne memilih antare yg due...

yang satu ni mmg dekat dgn kite...

lg satu ni jaoh ngn kite, tp klao blek la mse ntok spent time ngn die...

mcam mne ney erk?

bile yg jaoh call, semuanye yg manis je yg aku janjikan....

yg dekat, nampak je cool tp dlm hati hanya tuhan je yg tahu...

mane satu ni ya Allah..?

eisyh....susah sgt....

yang jaoh tu klao sakit hati dye trus trang je...

yg dekat ni kalao dye kecik ati ke x kite pon xtaw....

serius eyh...penat fikir semua ni....n still dont get the answer....  -_-

aways fight n war...??any benefits??

"Sangat pelik…kenapa manusia,hamba Allah ini sangat gemarkan pergaduhan, perpecahan, pertelingkahan dan sewaktu dengannya. Sedangkan boleh je nak settle dengan cara baik. Kenapa..kenapa pilih kekerasan..menjerit-jerit, meninggikan suara…perlu ke semua tuh?? Eisyh     diorang ne…okey, aku da jumpe 2 situation…"

1^st….

Ade sorang kawan aku…aku sayang dye, serious, aku anggap dye as a friend…ksian dye n aku taw dye pon xsuke kn pergaduhan, tapi sebenarnya emosi yang mengawal kite bile kite marah, geram,n what so ever… itulah, aku pnah dengar taklim kt umah…bile kite marah kite kne cpat2 sejukkan hati kite sendiri, n time kite nak mara tu setan mmg ade kt kite….dalam cite ‘juvana’ plak dye kte lau kite mara, time tu la setan tgah bermain bola sepak dalam hati kite….berbalik pada situation yg aku nk kongsi… kawan aku ni pnjam broadband kt org…n terlewat pulangkan, okeyh…mmg salah kwan aku ni, kne byar sgt banyak… tapi ap nk wat, byar je lah kn…tp dye byr separuh dlu, n she need to attend rehearsal kt café..n after that, that broadband gal text her “bile nk kc duit, sy kc mse sbelum pkul 10pm je, atau sy yg dtg bilik awak.” Okeyh, now..pada pendapat korunk….rude ke  text tu???? For my friend it is rude, so she  gave the broadband gal a call ckp.. “saya bukan nk lari bwak duit yng rm 18 tuh, even my card matrix pon ade kt awk…sy pon berniage jgak..” n stret ltak phone…n after a few hour, aku tman dye pegi anta duit tuh…diorang bergaduh!!! Ahhh…,aku mmg xsuke org nk bergaduh-gaduh ni…heissyyhhh…. Tension! Aku yg tension, diorg yg bergaduh…hmm…klao dye da bermusuh dgn my fren, of coze dgn ak pon dye bermusuh…ohh God…. I oredy got MUSUH!! Aku xsuke la weyh ade musuh2 ni…heisyhhh…  -_-

2^nd ….

Its about my same friend….gado lg xpuas hati sal sajak, aku pon xpuas hati gak senarnya…camni, dye msuk pertandingan sajak duet n peserta yg terpilih akn masuk final…but just partner dye je dpt msuk final…??? Buyers giler weyh…eyyyy….xde la.lau dlm maharaja lawak pon lau sorg xsdap dye akn pilih or tolak kedua-duanya!! But mmg cam bodo gile sebenarnya…tp masalah ni perlu ke bergaduh jugak>? Aku mmg geram tp aku rse perkara mcm ni boleh je settle biase2 n sempoi….but td dye da terantar msg yg rude jgak kot kt member dye yg mmg berkaitan dgn sajak punye admin…haisyyhhh,around 10 org dtg tdi…2 org mmg voice out loud gile..cam bodo je…kte nk professional tp cm bdk2 gaduh mulot…yg pelik nya yg voice out loud tu bkn ajk tinggi pon…yg sepatutnya bercakap diam cam org bodoh…eyyy….tension aku ni…esok nk mid term….!!

Persoalannya sekarang…perlukah meninggikan suara? Perlukah bergaduh? Perlukah menggunakan perkataan2 yg menyakitkan? XPERLU!! That’s  the rite ans for me…I think all that is stupid…! Seriously…!! I really hate war…n fighting!!

benci suke...?? ouh..da gile...

hahaha..title nk cm bodo je...mmg cm bodo pown..ak pon xtaw ape nk jdi ngn aku ni...heisyh...cne ni...?? mama nak blik da tp my body weight xtrun2 lg...gram nye...1st2 ushe tggi..last2,cm nak mkn je gse ni...nk g gym la...sehari rm5...or nk monthly rm 50..??eisyhh...aku da xbole wat kputusan sndiri!!aku nk kluar g shopping anywhere..nk beli brg...nak SHOPPING!!bru aku gse puas kot...itu yg aku gse skang, sriusly...dlm tbung aku ade around rm60...rse cam nk kluarkan..abeskan bli beg!!handbag..yes ineed that..heisyh..can i do that?i need to shop! im dead serious!

omg..miss her!

heisyhh..lame suda aku xmenulis ni...busy yang amat lorh...ermm..ari tu aku nk buka la blog aku ni..tibe2xbleh bukk..eisyh..terpksela ak menukar paswed ku ..then tetuka sume..jdi mcm blog bru plak..eisyh...geram aku..

tp xpelah...now im going to tell the world that i am so happy rite now...nk taw npe??? hehe...mama nak balik!!

awww....missing her damn much,miss my step dad also! 22 august 2011...until 19 September 2011...i will manfaatkn masa tu sebaiknya.!!ermm,be4 tu..aku ade another 63 days to lost my weight extremely!!..nak enjoy while my lovely mom here...diz year..mr.LANGKAWI...here we come!!i really get excited when hear diz news!!bersyukur sesangat...i am really2 miss them...esp mama...yela bygkn korg duk jejauh ngn ibu korg sendiri...rindu tu da mcm gunung everest da! hmmm....even lmbt lg but still im hoping that they will have a safe journey...Ya Allah...kau tahu betape cinta n sayangnya aku pd mama...give me chance to hug n kiss her...im really miss her hug n kisses...ma...love yea!xxxxxxx

                      miss u damn much..xxx

love me more

love me more....
yes...we shud love ourself than others first,before we love somebody else...ayat tu someone kasi kt aku,when i'll try to hurt myself becoz of him....yes,im crazy n im not supposed to do that to myself...n now aku lebih berhati-hati n try not to fall in love so easily....n sekarang jgak aku da terlalu sayang diri aku lbih dri org lain....yup,kte2 td btol2 make me realize that we shud love ourself more3 than others...n try to give ourself something like present or anything that make us happy...go to spa, foot massage n everything....it really make me happy...mse ak couple2 dlu ak suke kc present kt bf ak...n sometime nothing for me???
but now...aku single...everythings for me.....!!! best gilak.....hahaha
try sayangi diri diri sendiri oke...ia btul2 menyeronokkan..n act, its really important..=)

miz.watever

dila fatin...can call me shebob....i like writing,blogging,taking pixca,dreaming,shopping,eating,singing n enjoyyyy.....
all my life is just bout me, my dad,my mom,n my 4 sibling....
my dream is to be a  gorgeous english lecturer, publish a novel, n go holidays all around europe of coz wif my future lover.... im still singel n still loking for mr.rite...=)
my auntie sally told me that i am gorgeous n nice,n WILL get the rite person in my life who will always love me untill die...i will always holds the advice till the rite one comes....
my life story is all about love..the real LOVE.....
LOVE u ayah,mama,dyana,dura n aiman....xxxx