love me more

love me more....
yes...we shud love ourself than others first,before we love somebody else...ayat tu someone kasi kt aku,when i'll try to hurt myself becoz of him....yes,im crazy n im not supposed to do that to myself...n now aku lebih berhati-hati n try not to fall in love so easily....n sekarang jgak aku da terlalu sayang diri aku lbih dri org lain....yup,kte2 td btol2 make me realize that we shud love ourself more3 than others...n try to give ourself something like present or anything that make us happy...go to spa, foot massage n everything....it really make me happy...mse ak couple2 dlu ak suke kc present kt bf ak...n sometime nothing for me???
but now...aku single...everythings for me.....!!! best gilak.....hahaha
try sayangi diri diri sendiri oke...ia btul2 menyeronokkan..n act, its really important..=)

miz.watever

dila fatin...can call me shebob....i like writing,blogging,taking pixca,dreaming,shopping,eating,singing n enjoyyyy.....
all my life is just bout me, my dad,my mom,n my 4 sibling....
my dream is to be a  gorgeous english lecturer, publish a novel, n go holidays all around europe of coz wif my future lover.... im still singel n still loking for mr.rite...=)
my auntie sally told me that i am gorgeous n nice,n WILL get the rite person in my life who will always love me untill die...i will always holds the advice till the rite one comes....
my life story is all about love..the real LOVE.....
LOVE u ayah,mama,dyana,dura n aiman....xxxx

frendz

kawan...

berkawan mmg best,best sgt...first,i got a really sporting girl fren...org kedah,org terengganu,org bangi,org kl...dan pelbagai jenis orglah...bising,blurrr,pending,strict, n so on...i love them damn much....

mmg klakar bile dpt kwn yg mcm kawan2 sy...diorang sgt enjoy type...

my boy fren pule...suke wat lawak,suke main cucok2 perut (gilak type) ,suke wat kecoh di khalayak ramai (eh,cam aku je tu) ,but yes,they are really2 nice n happy friends of mine...

aku plak kdg2 slalu tertukar nice mood kepada bad mood,tp when bdak2 sengal ni ade cam best gilak..
bila di fikirkan balik n tengok kawan2 roomate aku xmcm kwn2 aku...msg2 wat hal sendiri,tp kitorg x ,xkire laki o pompuan semua sempoi...aku suke kwn cmtu...yerp,since aku sek.rendah smpi sek.menengah aku selalu kne ejek,even my science teacher pon ejek aku,eisyh3...
then,when im going to college my sister dura said to me after i ask her bout diz thing, "dun worry after i get into college,n one will ejek aku lg...coz they suda bsar.."


then,i got into college...2/3 minggu awal sgt oke...tiada ejekan(national language)...haha
then after a sem, da start deww....kne ejek gemok,kentut la,mcm2lah....eisyyhhhh,gram2...
tp xtaw npe aku cm xkesah lansong...coz aku taw diorg gurau,lau x gurau pon btul ke,,,aku xkesah....
coz aku mang gemok pon,kakak n abang aku tu pon save my name in their contact phone 'gemokz'...
so,its true n i dont mind or care bout that...'bile nak kurus ni??' haha...


anyway,back to the point,to all my dear friends,includes my (fidizamix2+nisa),n my classmates(teslian)...walaupon korang selalu ejek aku but really its fun n can make me laugh even sometimes its quite menyakitkan hati tp aku xkesah pon...hahaha, to mira ganu,mas, zida n k.suba,ure the great one...=)....to faiz,farhan,amin,bai...kamu memang biol...!!=P, to teslian "bersatu kita teguh bercerai kita roboh!!"




saya sayang kamoo semua....<3 <3 <3
jgn sombong2 if kita da x sme2...

loveHIMdamnMUCH!

ayah sayang....

ayah....aye sayang sgt kt ayah...u always be sides of me when i really need u...
kt sini ak nak cte sal ayah kesayangan aku....ayah aku telah menjadi ayah tunggal selepas my parents get divorced,when i was around 5 years old..after they broke,ayah bawak kami berempat ke melaka,kampung ayah..dan kami tinggal di rumah arwah nenek kami yg agak/sangat(maybe) garang!!hehe..around 2weeks we moved to chenderah....time tu kami hanya hidup berlima...aku,ayah, kaknana,kakngah n aiman....imagine that my dad just jge kitorang 4org ni seorang diri...quite difficult i think becoz of our kenakalan yg teramat sgt..
sangat nakal..my 1st sista,sgt nakal,suke ponteng sekolah,lari rumah(tp ke rumah jiran sje..)wakakaka....
my 2nd sista,nakal tp kureng la...dye rajen,baik...kakngah la ktekan...my big brother...nakal nak mampos!!
haha,susah untuk dibaiki mamat ni....tp ayah tetap layan kami dengan penuh kesabaran...diorang suke ponteng ak time tu kecik lg nak ponteng takot..haha,ayah selalu bawk aku cri diorang,dimana port ponteng mereka....banyak kali ayah dipanggil oleh cikgu2 d seklah rendah juga sekolah menengah....kesian ayah....
tp dye slumber je,xpernah tunjuk dye bored menjaga kitorang even da terlalu banyak hal kami buat....

aku mengaku dulu,mse kecik2,aku xsuke ayah coz i thought ayah jahat sebab dye pisahkan ak dengan mama...aku mngadu mcam2 kat mama,ayah xbli ka coklat la...ayah ni la,ayah tu la... mama asek kol ayah maa ayah knape xbli kan ape yg aku nak....padahal sebenarnya dlm peti ais tu penh dgn coklat cma bukan feveret aku je....kesian ayah,penat dye jge dye kne sound ngn mama coz of me....eisyhhh,truk ak ni...
n now when i was 18, mse dlm kete ayah nk anta ak ke airport untuk berjumpa ngn mama kt UK...ayah ceritakan segalanya...segala-galanya...aku yg mle tye "ayah,y did u n mom broke up??"
segalanya terjawab,but ak xpcye sgt untill aku duk ngn mama,n tgok semuanya....n rite,ape yg ayah ckp btul....sangat betul...mama already get what she want...semenjak aku 18 aku,i blame myself coz benci ayah dulu...sebenarnya ayah adalah satu angerah tuhan yg sangat mulia dan x ternilai untuk aku dalam hidup ni....

aku sayang sangat kat ayah....sangat,sangat,sangat...dye sanggup sacrfice himself because he want to look after us..the 4 rascal...aku rse aku xjumpe lg lelaki yg sanggup berdebat di mahkamah untuk mendapatkan hak penjagaan atas keempat-empat anak dye yg sepatutnya memang ibu g dpt hak seperti ini....
dan aku sgt puas hati dengan ape yg berlaku...dan sangat bersyukur....ayah telah didik kami perfectly n seimbang dari segi agama....

thank u soo much ayah....xxxxxxxxxxx